Sarah
went in to hospital today but we were then advised
that the surgeon who was to perform the experimental
procedure part of her operation had become unavailable
until next Monday.
So
although surgery was an option on its own, Sarah
has decided to wait until Monday as the procedure
gives her an extra bullet to be shot of her tumour
after her surgery, plus it will assist in the
doctors gather more data on this rare variation
of tumour, and could help more people who suffer
from cancer in the future.
This
operation is a left hepatectomy, which basically
means the removal of the left half of her liver
which contains the cancer, as well as the infected
lymph nodes.
Sarah
will also be undergoing an experimental therapy
- tumor-inhibitory lymphocyte therapy, which is
being tested as an alternative to chemotherapy.
Sarah
will be checking into the hospital Sunday night,
ready for her op in the morning.
Sarah's
operation finally kicked off after NHS delays
at 10:12 this morning which rudely interrupted
our viewing of trailer trash on The Jeremy Kyle
Show!. From that point she was in surgery for
6 and a half hours (Inc. recovery time), at the
end on which emerged a groggy but amazingly composed
and well looking Sarah at the end of the ordeal.
The prognosis was a positive one from the surgeon
(and other surgeons pinned to the wall in the
corridor outside, while passing during the op!),
he advised that although the operation was more
complicated than he anticipated, he had worked
hard and achieved what he had set out to do, removing
half of Sarah's liver, and about 20 lymph nodes
around the surrounding infected area, some of
which were successfully extracted and flown to
Sweden with the surgeon assisting with the experimental
part of the op.
Then Sarah was then placed in to intensive care
with a nurse who will over look her though out
the night. She's in good spirits, quite a bit
of discomfort as expected and extremely tired,
but the morphine is helping her keep a brave (and
very big!) smile on her face, and she has managed
to co-ordinate myself, mother and father with
assigned tasks, one of which being for me to take
home the 2 wardrobes of outfits she packed as
she thinks the hospital gown will do for the moment....and
I'm sure she packed a few sheets of lead in the
bag I had to carry for a mile back to the car!
So I believe she will be transferring back to
the Dawson ward tomorrow morning where the intensive
care will continue for a few more days.
(Phot
removed after Sarah found out and kicked my arse!)
06/03/07 Tuesday : Sarah's Road To Recovery
Day 1
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Sarah's first post op night was quite testing
and tiring, she didn't get much sleep thoughout
the night, waking every hour.
So
I was welcomed by a grateful but tired Sarah at
8am this morning, by which time, the fantastic
day shift team came in, and soon whisked Sarah
into shape. Careful eyes were kept on her blood
pressure as she has suffered a 3L blood loss during
the op.
About
half way though the day, most of the tubes were
removed leaving her with the epidural for pain
relief, and another tube inserted to her neck
going to her heart for the “bleep…..bleep”
machine! (oh yes I’m picking up the Jargon
like a Jnr. Nurse here!)
The
"Pain Team" paid her a visit early afternoon
(a team which specialise in relieving pain....
not inflicting it as I first thought!), led by
the head of the department, so Sarah was given
VIP treatment, and administered some top class
opiate drug, and since then, she has really sparked
up and become more chirpy, which after her ordeal,
was great to see.
She
moved back to the Dawson Ward, tomorrow brings
a physio and no doubt leaps and bounds in Sarah’s
recovery.
She's
still quite exhausted, so try to be aware of this
and bugger off when she starts to wilt!! As Sarah
is too much the perfect hostess to say anything.
Well,
when I said yesterday "tomorrow brings
a physio and no doubt leaps and bounds in Sarah’s
recovery" I was of course speaking metaphorically,
but Sarah appears to have taken my flippant comment
literally! Again she amazed me by sending me a
text at 11:00 to tell me that the physiotherapist
had been, to advise me that she had managed to
get her self up and walk up and down the corridor!!
(although it did apparently involve quite a bit
of pain and light-headedness) AND that she could
now eat and drink normally!!
Another
step forward was the removal of the arterial tube
in her neck monitoring her heart (replaced with
a smaller one in her arm). It seems each day she
makes great progress. Also ahead of her birthday,
I bought her a PSP to avoid brain numbing in the
hospital so she’ll be brushing up her skills
with the fighting game Tekken I got her so be
warned if you get challenged! At least she will
be entertained when visiting hours are over.
Also
I took in the e-mails for Sarah to read, she really
enjoyed reading all of your messages, and she
wanted me to put on the site that she was really
touched and to thank you all.
08/03/07, Thursday : Sarah's
Recovery (Good Moan'ing) Day 3[Return
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Not
such a great day for Sarah today. First during
the night the stiches holding the tube in to her
tummy which drains excess fluid from her liver
area to a bag, fell out! and the ooz leaked out
over her.... lovely! leaving a hole in her side
(...puke!)! The nurses scratched their heads then
stuck a bag on her to catch the leaking fluid,
I personally would of gone for the "Blue
Peter" approach and whacked on the sticky-back-plastic!
much more professional!
Plus
during the night, the nurses tried to turn down
Sarah's pain relief, which was met with enough
resistance from sarah to force them to put it
back up!....shame i missed that!
Then
she went for a CT Scan to check her current status,
another thing to add to the "Moan List"
when I arrived (poor thing), here she had to get
unplugged from her pain relief (epidural), then
Sarah played bumper cars in her bed with the walls
all the way down to the CT scan area... I think
the nurse must have been either drunk, blind,
or needs learner plates!!
All
that and the overall "fed-up-ness" was
getting to her a bit, and with Sarah being the
type of person that goes nuts if see doesnt keep
busy, being tied to a hospital bed drove her a
little nuts!
But
this all turned around when Sarah's visitors arrived
(me! with her mother in tow!), so after she took
us though her "moan list" she was back
to her chirpy self, and even showed off by getting
up having a (very small) dance on the spot!
Then
came the delights of hosptial food, which looked
like it had been eaten and spat out by a few patients
before it made to her self
Also
the plaster o her neck came off where the previously
removed tubes and monitors were, to reveal what
looks like a vampire attack!
Anyway,
thanks for reading my drival, I leave you with
this last pic of Sarah's Neighbour patient :
09/03/07, Friday : Sarah's
Recovery Leap Day 4[Return
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Well,
today was a roller coaster of emotions!! Sarah
called me with a great excitement in her voice
about 9 this morning to inform me that the Doc's
had been round, and advised her that she was making
such great progress that her estimated discharge
day will be monday/tuesday next week!!!
just in time for her birthday!! HOW WICKED IS
THAT!!
For
those of you who have booked visiting days next
week, fear not as you will be welcome to visit
her at our flat in Greenwich.
Then,
about 4pm I got a call from a very sad Sarah telling
me that she had been feeling really groggy and
that she had been sick! I cant even begin to imagine
the what it must have been like for her to heave
when she's just had an op on her tummy! ouch!
But
on the plus side, she had her 2 sisters visiting,
Emma and Lizzy, and her mum there to help comfort
her. The Consultant advised that it will take
time for her stomach to function propely again.
So
was this going to be another "Moany Day"?
Well, Sarah managed to get some shut eye and sleep
off the nausia, and I was welcomed be a very smily
Sarah, who then sprung in to a flurry of chatter
about her eventful day.
The
next event was the removal of her epidural! bringing
her total overall tube count from 10 to 2!! she
was a bit nervious about this because she would
be moving her pain relief to tablet form, but
she will be getting morphine from time to time
instead, so get ready for stories abot panda's
and dogs running around her bed! (Very strange
girl!....but funny!)
Then
the "oozze catching bag" was removed
(technical jagon again!) (see below....and not
for the faint hearted!!)
Once
this was off, her first mini mission was to get
straight into her own nighty,
Trading
this sexy little number! :
For
this little number :
She
asked me to say "I'm not fat or pregnant,
just swollen...." (All lies, its clearly
her being lazy and eating cakes all day when I'm
not there!)
So
thats about it for today, I left Sarah after breaking
all hospital rules by staying there to a whopping
late 9pm!!....such a rebel! But I made sure she
was comfortable and smiling when I left, with
here PSP at the ready for another night of Tekken
fighting entertainment.
10/03/07, Saturday: Sarah's
Lazy Recovery Day 5[Return
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With
the epidural out, Sarah's body started to ache
though the night (well what can one expect when
coming off of a class A drug!), so she struggled
to get comfortable, driving the other ward patients
nuts through the night by adjusting her bed every
5 minutes! (For an impression of the sound of
the bed - click
here) but this
didn't stop her reeling out a long list of orders
for me to bring her 2nd wardrobe in to the hospital!...
so visitors can expect a fashion parade!
She
told me about her discomfort, and that her legs
and torso had swollen up with fluid, but she was
visited by the surgeon who advised that because
several lymph nodes were removed, her body is
retaining fluid which is usually drained, but
that should get better over time.
Sarah
said she had been weighed, and that she had put
on 10lbs in fluid, and that it had absolutly nothing
to do with the conveyor belt of cream cakes and
Krispy Creme Donughts she had been scoffing since
her arrival!!
But
fear not, her discomfort was helped with ora-morph....so
the fairies were out partying with the panda's
in the magical forest thoughout the night! Not
quite cutting the mustard as effectively as the
grade A stuff, but I guess that has to stop to
prevent me living with a junkie later on!
On
the Plus side another tube was removed, leaving
just one in her arm. All in all, other than the
aches and pains, Sarah's day was quite relaxed
and easy going visited by myself and my mother
Jenny Day.
WARNING
: All visitors, please ensure
that your jokes are crap! I cracked a few funnies,
and was greeted by a very cute, but strained yelp
of laughter / pain, which then led to "giggle
because your not allowed to or shouldn't"
syndrome! (mainly by me!...opps!) Lovely to see
the smile none the less, but try to avoid. So
I will have to cancel Jimmy Carr's and Dawn French's
visiting appotinments, sorry guys.
That's
about it for todays installment....stay tuned
for tomorrows exciting news on.....Dawson Ward!
P.S
: was held at gun point to do a "shout
out" to Sarah's dad, compliance officer of
the universe, Alan Wilson who is upset that he
has not been mentioned seeing as he has been here
every day... ALAN - THIS IS YOUR 4 MINUTES
OF FAME!
Photo taken at his last karaoke debut
11/03/07, Saturday : Sarah's
Busy Busy Recovery Day 6[Return
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Today's
leap was another big one. Sarah texted me in the
morning to tell me that she had managed to have
her first shower all by her self.....(first time
in months!). So ladies and gentlemen, you no longer
have to wear your hazard suits and gas masks to
visit her!
Also
she told me that her tummy had been hurting quite
a bit though the night with water retention, and
she was given a couple of doses of ora-morph,
which gave her some crazy hallucinations of a
hare racing around, with a clock for a face with
the time spinning round really fast...and some
how while falling away from her! all coupled with
the feeling of being on a train with the scenery
whizzing by in the window...... so I will be checking
myself into hospital next week to qualify for
the same experiance! She also sent me a picture
message from her phone of her scar which has been
unbandedged...which made my knees wobble and want
to puke!.....Thanks Darling!
Theres
a pic of the scar at the bottom if this page...so
don't scroll to the bottom if you dont want to
see it!
Anyway,
Visiting hours kicked off with a bang, with a
much welcomed visit from her Uncle Ray and Aunty
Rosaria, Sarah astounded us all by being able
to get out of bed, and walk down to the visitors
room (show off!), and Sarah enjoed catching up
with family gossip and stories.
This
was followed by her good mates Louise and Rebecca,
who made her laugh so much, the yelps of laughter
/ pain made a number of guest appearances once
again. I left them to it so they could catch up,
and to give Sarah the opportunity to moan about
the time I accidently yanked the tube in her nose
after the op! or talk about what ever girls talk
about when boys arent around!
Then
came the parents, Alan and Christine, again, I
left them to it to have a bit of quality time.
Lastly,
there is still alot of chat about sarah coming
home possibly tomorrow / Tueday! I can't wait!
Here
it comes.....
Nearly
there!.....
And
here it is!
Ouch!
poor thing, at least it's quite high up. (And
yes mother wilson, Sarah did agree to this photo!
:-) )
12/03/07, Monday :
Sarah Comes Home! Day 7 [Return
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Today
we kiss good bye to ridiculously overpriced and
inadequate coffee, we wave farewell to extortionate
school dinner quality canteen food, Sarah turns
her back to the most disgusting, pre-chewed hospital
food!..... I shed a tear over no more daily Domino's
pizza and curries with all the trimmings! Yes
that's right, you will find me on the roof tops
shouting...
SARAH'S
HOME!!!!!!
At
06:20 this morning, (with my alarm set for 07:25
I might add!) I got a fantastic text from Sarah
telling me she had been told by a nurse that she
could very well be going home. Then....somehow,
crammed into this little text message came a stream
of orders and requests for bags and shoes and
coats... so as hard as I tried, I couldn’t
get back to sleep with the countless tasks I had
running around in my head!
So
in-between frantically running around the house,
tidying, vacuuming and cleaning, I managed to
get hold of her on the phone to get more specific
details on tops required, I was advised to bring
in her turquoise top, her exact words were..."you
know....the v-neck one"....... so with a
blank face and an aimless rummage, about 50 turquoise
tops were crammed into a bag, and a military operation
was co-ordinated with the mother-in-law (wanna-be!)
to collect from me at work.
Sarah
made it back to a warm and much missed home about
3pm this afternoon! and soon filled the house
with pleased smiles and snuggled up with her own
duvet!
Still
in pain, and high as a kite on drugs, this journey
isn’t over yet....but we are so much closer,
and Sarah is some how showing us all how much
of a super woman she is. She's very much in tune
with her needs, first, not allowing the nurses
to discharge her with measly Paracetamol for pain
killers, and ensuring she get a few packets of
"the good stuff" Tramadol (with a little
assistance from the "Pain Team"....remember?
the guys who help prevent pain, not cause it!),
second she has her slave fingers clicking at every
whim….. (make the most of it!)
So
I came home to a very happy but somewhat emotional
Sarah, and the yelps of laughter/pain said hello
once again as I couldn’t help but tell Sarah
my stories of the day.
Visitors
: Those of you that have booked days,
they all remain booked, but obviously you are
invited to visit Sarah at our home. And obviously,
we don’t wish to put our home address on
the internet, so for those of you that don’t
know it, drop us a mail and we'll e-mail it to
you, but Sarah would love to see you.
Updates
: I will scale down the updates on this
site, although it has been a great way to give
you all daily updates though this difficult time,
I’m sure you don’t wish to hear about
Sarah's every bowel movement and every nap taken!,
BUT....to all you Sarah fans out there, I will
update and the site once a week so you can check
on her and see how she's doing(probably at the
weekend), and with new bookings I will update
as soon as I get them.
Thanks
again for all your support, text messages, e-mails
and card, you all have really helped us both,
and have given Sarah that extra bit of encouragement
that has brought her home so soon.
Cheers
Dave
&
Sarah
12/03/07 to 18/03/07, Recovery Week 2 : Sarah's
Birthday Week[Return
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Wow,
well what can I say other than that Sarah is truly
a remarkable girl, I'm left stunned and jaw dropped
with the amazing progress she has made. If you
could see her now, you would never think that
she had major surgeory just 2 weeks ago! (Apart
from the moaning...which I'll let her off with!
;-) ) Below lists a brief scoot over each day.
Tue
: After a rough night's sleep of waking
up throughout the night and needing help getting
out of bed to visit the loo (Super lazy cow! ;-)
), Sarah started her first full day back home
being tired, but happy and smiling to be back
in the company of her 45,000 pairs of shoes, a
sofa planted in front of the TV, and slaves running
around for her like mad hatters! She had to pay
a visit to the local nurse to get her dressing
checked out (I later found out that means that
she got her bandages checked out, not that she
went to compare outfits with a random nurse!).
Guest appearances were made by Mother in the afternoon,
then Katherine and Netis in the evening, letting
her catch up on gossip and show off her lovely
scar!
Then
at bed time, Sarah had a tap on the shoulder from
her war wound as she needed to cough which caused
her great pain as she found out that stomach muscles
pay a large part in coughing even slightly, but
it didn’t take long to pass and Sarah was
smiling once again.
Wed
: BIRTHDAY DAY!!! I took the day off,
and started her morning with bagels with soft
cheese, layered with smoked salmon. Shortly along
came a truck to the front door to pour the cards
though the door which had Sarah's eye's lighting
up like a big kid. Then the day amounted to us
chilling out all day together, watching DVDs and
TV until her mother arrived in the afternoon and
cooked us a lovely meal.
I
managed to find asuitable birthday cake:
Yes
thats right, I found a cake based on the game
"Operation"!!
I’m not too sure what a turtle is doing
on his belly as a body part, or a cola bottle
in the leg, either way it managed to get a 5 out
of 10 rated laugh from Sarah.
Thur
: Thursday kicked off like any other
day I’ve had for the past 9 months...me
getting up for work while Sarah stretches across
the entire bed with a sleepy grin of contentment
on her face as she has the entire bed to herself
for hardcore sleeping! Only to my surprise, I
woke to find Sarah was now able to sleep on her
side!! (her favourite sleeping position), where
previously she hadn't be able to do this without
causing herself pain.
Then
there I was sitting at work listening to people
moan at me about their PC problems, when suddenly
I got a call from Sarah saying "don’t
kill me......but.....I shaved my head!"
which prompted a loud "WHAT!" from me
in a quiet office! Sarah decided that as honourable
as the remaining hair from her chemo was, the
new hair growing thick and fast underneath made
the old hair look like a sweep over, and it was
time for it to go!
So
I spent the day thinking I was going to be living
with a Britney Spears wana-be and that maybe the
operation had more of a physchological impact
to her than I first thought, and really I was
living with a crazy nut case!
But
when I came home I found that she had done a lovely
job looking as elegant and sophisticated as ever
What
I first thought :
What
she actually looks like!
Then
Sarah's Mum, Christine, took her to a cafe at
the end of the road in the afternoon, which Sarah
pranced off to, but then found it nearly impossible
to get back.... Typical Sarah testing her limits
to the max if you ask me!
Later
on in the day she was burdened with increased
"stomach upset" (if you get my meaning!)
which again tested her stomach muscles while in
the company of Vikki.B. She was advised to go
to the doctors immediately who thought it might
be a reaction to the antibiotics she had after
the op which causes the bacteria balance in her
stomach to contain more bad bacteria than good.
But this left Sarah feeling pretty wiped out for
the latter part of the day.
Fri
: Mother Day picked up the Friday shift,
and Sarah wsa driven to Greenwich park for a coffee
before going back to meet her visitors - sister
Emma and nephew Willem. Followed by Ian and Helen
in the evening. Other than that, not a great deal
happened on Friday.
Sat
& Sun : We were paid a visit by Alex
and Kelly who fantastically ditched the gifts
of flowers and choccies, and bought us a curry!
great stuff as it's been a while since Sarah has
had one. Other than that, I've glued these days
together as the 2 days were blended together by
eating birthday cake until we felt sick, watching
excessive amounts on TV and DVDs, sleeping, talking
about how funny it was that we hadn't left the
house all weekend! (well technically I did because
I put the bins out!), more sleeping and a lot
of TLC.
So
we will be entering the 3rd week of recovery well
rested and ready to see what else is thown at
us! and the good news is that Sarah's slowly going
cold turky on the hard drugs and doing very well
on just a few in the evenings.
Anyway
- that's about all guys and gals. Hope you are
all very well and the tune in next week for the
latest on how Sarah's doing.
Dave
& Sarah
19/03/07 to 25/03/07, Recovery Week 3 : Sarah's
Recovery[Return
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Hello
and welcome to the latest update on Sarah. I hear
that a lot of you have been waiting for this with
bated breath, some even waiting in desperation
for the latest instalment on the super bionic
woman, Sarah Wilson!!!
MON
– Sarah’s mum arrived bright and early
with ingredients to make soup, cakes and other
culinary delights. She also took Sarah for her
first trip to Sainsbury’s, which she found
quite tiring but was pleased to have accomplished.
Monday also consisted of some moaning, wining,
and throwing all the toys out of the pram, but
enough about me as Sarah was in quite high spirits!
(Probably down to some hardcore, full on, over-sleeping
at the weekend! But very much needed by both of
us).
TUE
– My mother took Sarah to Bluewater (accompanied
with a grannified fold up chair… lovely!...She’s
such a trend-setter!) to help Sarah find light
silk jim-jams to avoid rubbing on her scar. Then
in the afternoon, Sarah was graced with the company
of her work pals Katy and Monica, who I’m
sure didn’t keep the conversation to shop
talk – unless you include Oasis, Top Shop,
or any other high street fashion store.
WED
- Sarah got a call from the Professor who performed
her surgery, to update her on the experimental
treatment progress. The good news is that her
anti-tumour white blood cells which have been
extracted from her lymph nodes, are successfully
harvesting in a Petri-dish somewhere in Sweden
and all is going to plan (it seems even the tiniest
parts of Sarah don’t do a half job on anything
and have to do a job well!!). She was also advised
that they need more of her blood in Sweden….we’re
not sure why. But it sounds like they’re
cooking a little shop of horrors over there…either
that or a 2nd Sarah! (oh god I hope not! I’m
run off my feet with orders from Sarah. W the
1st!) The official name for this experimental
process is Tumour-inhibitory Lymphocyte Therapy.
Then, in the evening we got a visit from a good
friend, Kat, who came equipped with a shower of
extravagant pamper gifts which were very gratefully
received by Sarah and a bumper bag of Malteasers,
which were gratefully received by Chubby Chops
(me!).
THU
- So as requested, Sarah totted up to Kings hospital
early in the morning to give blood accompanied
by my mother, Thankfully I escaped that appointment
as although however military and organised the
NHS hospitals are, you can never guarantee what
day or week you’ll get out of there! Even
for the most minor of appointments!
So,
after the staff had worked out why Sarah was there,
and also thankfully worked out that she wasn’t
there for another operation (!) she was waited
on hand and foot with cheap machine made hot chocolate
and luxury short bread from the local co-op. This
was to prepare Sarah for giving what the nurses
considered to be a lot of blood, so Sarah scoffed
the lot! Sarah was also quite chuffed as she found
that the colour of Tourniquet used to take her
blood pressure, matched the colour of her turquoise
top! (must be a girl thing!)
She
finally managed to escape after just 3 hours and
90ml of blood lighter. All of which proved extremely
exhausting for Sarah (either that or my mother’s
incessant and relentless rambling on!), so Sarah
spent a large chunk of the afternoon sleeping
her cotton (DVT) socks off!
FRI
- Friday day time didn’t amount to much
as Sarah discovered the Brain Training game I
bought for the PSP on her birthday…. So
it looks like Sarah’s turning into a game
playing IT geek!....like me!
Late
morning, she spoke to the local GP who gave her
the results of some tests for viral infection,
which were negative. It was good to rule that
out and the GP explained that it will take several
weeks for her digestive system to return to normal
after the massive assault she has had on her abdomen.
Now,
I’ve been paid off to mention Sarah’s
mother Christine as it appears that I‘ve
neglected to mentioned her for a while, even though
she has been here helping us a lot (how very dare
I!) so here you go, your 4 mins of fame mummy
Wilson, EVEN though you didn’t iron my shirts!!
But Christine was busy baking a lovely banana
cake (again…paid off to say that!) then
Sarah’s mum and dad took us all for a post
birthday meal.
SAT
& SUN- And the weekend was spent
doing what we do best, being very lazy. The highlight
of the well spent 2 days was getting a new phone
for the house!....WITH answering machine!!! WOW!.....(sad!)
All
in all, Sarah’s mobility is improving day
by day, and the progress she is making is seriously
shocking and impressive! She is still suffering
from a bit of discomfort along her tummy after
meals, it still hurts to laugh or cough and the
areas at the ends of her scar are very slightly
weeping during the night. However, Sarah has started
applying Keyline Brands Ltd “Bio-Oil”
to scar sights and we have already seen some good
results on her neck and arms (from cannulas),
and the appearance of main scar on her tummy is
less red.
Neck
before
Neck
after
Scar
before
Scar
after
That’s
it for this week, again, sorry it’s only
once a week, but you will have to persuade my
boss to pay me to update the site at work! (As
if that’s gonna happen!)
Thanks
for reading and tune in next week for the latest
instalment of….
BIONIC
SARAH!!
26/03/07 to 30/03/07, Recovery Week 4: Tumour-inhibitory Lymphocyte Therapy
Drama [Return To Top]
Welcome
to the latest update on Sarah. It's been a bit
of a rollercoaster ride this week and our bums
have been on the edges of our seats!, so we've
used the theme of the tv show "24"
Tue
– Sarah received a letter from
the surgeons summarising the operation and treatment
so far, which included some amazing news. After
the tumour had been extracted, it was taken to
a lab where it was confirmed to be Fibrolamellar
Hepatocellular Carcinoma. Also, when examined,
they found “significant necrosis of the
tumor” (meaning a lot had died!) since diagnosis!
and that the majority of her blood levels and
liver function test results had returned to normal
since the operation.
Thu
– The plan was for my mother to
pop round in the afternoon to cook dinner with
Sarah. This plan went to pot after single phone
call. In true NHS fashion, Sarah got a call from
the bed manager at Kings College Hospital giving
her an amazingly generous 3 hours to pack her
stuff and get into hospital as her anti-tumour
cells were ready, and were apparently being transported
over from Sweden as they spoke!!
Off
she rushed where I met her after work, only to
find that the cells weren’t expected until
the next day (?) so she stayed over night at the
hospital surrounded by weirdos and crazy people.
(no I wasn’t there as well!)
The
next day felt more like an episode of 24!!
The
following took place between 09:00 and 10:00
Having
been awake for 3 hours, Sarah was visited by a
team of doctors on their routine doctors’
round. They were aware of why Sarah was in hospital
but had no information for her on what would take
place and when. They were waiting for news from
Sweden and from the Professor.
The
following took place between 10:00 and 11:00
Sarah
reached entertainment saturation levels in a ward
of weirdos, so tootled off with her Mum (who had
turned up to provide moral support) to the much
loved extortionate cafe. Whilst sipping peppermint
tea, she was called by a Dr on her mobile advising
her to rush back to the ward to go through the
procedure due to take place that afternoon. The
Dr explained that the Professor was in Paris (lucky
him!) on an assignment and that he had been asked
to oversee the procedure in his absence.
Sarah
was told that the cells were due to arrive on
a plane from Sweden at 16:00, that they would
be administered as a cell infusion (similar to
a blood transfusion), which would take about an
hour. She was also told that she would be able
to go home after the procedure as no side effects
were expected and she would only only need a couple
of hours observation – so should be able
to go home around 20:00.
The
following took place between 11:00 and 14:00
...Waiting…
The
following took place between 14:00 and 16:00
...Still
Waiting....!
The
following took place between 16:00 and 18:00
A
confused Dr arrived to advise that the cells had
not arrived at the hospital and went to investigate
– suspected delays at London Heathrow (have
you ever heard of such a thing!)...so the clock
started ticking.
The
following took place between 18:00 and 20:00
Myself
and Sarah's Dad arrived on the scene followed
shortly by a flustered looking Dr. He had been
on the phone to Sweden and to various courier
companies since they last spoke. He was under
the impression that plane had arrived but that
the cells were not unloaded in Heathrow. It was
believed that the cells had been left in a fridge
onboard the plane which had since returned to
Sweden! However, the plane was due to come back
to London at 21:00 – and would be searched
a 2nd time thoroughly. The Dr explained that there
were two critical factors regarding the cells
:
1.
That they could only survive outside of the lab
or Sarah’s body for about 24 hours (so until
about 13:00 on Thursday; and
2.
That the cells had to be kept below a certain
temperature or they would expire and thousands
of pounds of work and 3 weeks of hard graft by
egg heads would be lost!
.
A Worried Swedish Egg Head
The
following took place between 20:00 and 22:00
...More
waiting!...
The
following took place between 22:00 and 23:00
We
sent in Agent Jack Bauer from "24"
to Heathrow to help us get hold of the courier
responsible for misplacing the package...and
deliver a message from us!
The
Dr (who should have finished his shift at about
20:00) told us that the situation had taken a
turn for the worse. The plane had arrived back
in London but the cells could not be found onboard!.
The Dr then explained to us the unbelievable process
used to transfer the cells from Sweden to Kings
College via about 45 courier companies:
Swedish
Courier company (A) were to take the cells from
the Swedish institute to the airport. Then another
company (B) had the responsibility to pack the
cells onto the plane. The plane company (C) physically
fly the cells to London. Then another company
(D) had to unload the cells and hand them over
to courier company (E) to transport the cells
from Heathrow to Kings....and last of all to throw
in the mix there was a 2nd courier company working
alongside courier (D) that also unloaded the plane
of different cargo. (Wonderful process! I can't
see how it went wrong!)
Companies
A and B confirmed that they had couriered the
cells and packed them onto the plane but were
unable to produce proof! But companies C and D
said they had not received the cells at Heathrow
and that they were not onboard the plane.
With
a lack of documentation tracking the cells, and
an array of couriers waving responsibility, it
was almost as if they had vanished! The Swedish
researchers were apparently "beside themselves"
and we were clearly upset because Sarah needed
these cells as an alternative to the harsher chemo…
The
following took place between 00:00 and 01:00
An
exausted Dr began to give up hope of a resolution
that night, and advised Sarah to stay for an additional
night just in case the cells turned up. Therefore,
he headed off home, leaving his phone number so
that he could come back in should the cells arrive.
Myself and Sarah's Dad, Alan, didn’t want
to leave it at that. So, before the Dr left, we
got a list of phone numbers for all the couriers
and other companies involved and decided to head
back to base in Greenwich to organise an assult
on the situation.
At this point, a call came from the Chairman of
the Swedish courier company to say that they had
found evidence that the cells had been loaded
onto the plane, pointing the finger at the unloaders
and couriers at Heathrow. Alan started on the
calls while waiting for a taxi (one did arrive
for someone else, and was nearly bribed into taking
us instead until the real customer turned up!)
Alan
explained to the "soon to be closing for
the night" courier company at Heathrow, what
the package actually contained, it's monetary
value to the Swedish Institute and its possible
impact on Sarah's life, reducing the night boss
(Tom) of the company to a humble and apologetic
but ever-so helpful man. Alan turned the heat
up by expressing the 2 key factors of time and
temperature and pressed for alternative methods
of locating the cells, calling in Heathrow security
if neccessary. 10 minutes later we received a
call...
THE CELLS HAD BEEN FOUND!
Tom
had reorganised his troops and located the package
on the tarmac!!!!....yes the tarmac! but thankfully
it was a cold night, and the package had been
kept cool, although how cool he was unable to
tell (how many couriers have a thermometer in
their back pocket?!)
The
next mission was to get the cells back to Kings....not
a problem one would think for a courier company...
but sadly yes, as "its difficult to get a
taxi on a Friday night!" we were told!...
(to this day, I'm still left astounded by that
comment) but never the less Tom began sorting
out transport at his end.
Meanwhile,
back at the hospital, we cancelled the taxi and
headed back to the ward to see what arrangements
they could make from there, on route, calling
the Dr who was on his way home, who immediatly
turned round and headed back to the hospital (now
THAT'S service!)
We
went to the ward, and found that YES
they had a special Medical courier
service arrangement, but a code was required to
authorise and activate it! leaps of joy were quashed
by the fact that no one knew the code! At which
point our Dr of the hour walked in, returning
from his wasted trip. He jumped into action and
co-ordinated another courier code, then amazingly,
got the taxi to pick him up so he could collect
the cells from Heathrow himself! (well, you know
what they say...if you want a job done properly....)
If
you are wondering what Sarah was doing all this
time, apparently she was brushing her teeth and
getting ready for bed!!
The
following took place between 01:00 and 05:00
After
2 hours of waiting and anguish (not to mention
the copious amounts of cheap tea), the Dr got
back to the ward, holding the one thing we had
all been waiting to see for so long, the same
item that had eluded us for almost 12 desperate
hours and had been left on the tarmac of a runway
like a discarded starbucks coffee cup....THE BOX!:
And
the contents....what the fuss was all about!...
The
Dr checked the temperature and confirmed that
it was 100% fine, stable at 8 degrees. But, just
when wethought it was all over and that no more
problems could possibly arrise, trying to find
a nurse trained to use Sarah's port-a-cath proved
to be a mission in itself:
Sarah's
Port-a-Cath
So
with no one available, the Dr ordered the installation
of a large catheter into one of Sarah's tiny and
already punctured arm veins. This was successful
and the one-hour cell infusion could finally.....finally
take place!
It
all finally wrapped up at 04:30 and we all lived
to see another day. Sarah suffered no side effects
from the infusion and was closely monitored throughout.
The good Dr was able to go home - 8 hours overdue
- as were me, Sarah's Dad and Mum who had been
waiting to hear that the procedure had gone ahead
without further complications.
Sat
- I picked up an incredibly tired, but vibrant
Sarah on Saturday afternoon, having been given
the all clear to go home by the Professor (back
from Paris) that morning. She was very pleased
to be going home:
I
took her home where she made her very first mission
to get in her own bed and show off her sleeping
skills!
Quick
summary on Sarah's recovery from surgery - she
had her first proper sneeze on Saturday (usually
the pain stops them in their tracks), laughing
is becoming less painful and she is increasingly
more mobile, the only downside is that she is
still suffering from an upset stomach, but is
receiving medication.
That's
it for this week. Thanks for reading.
30/03/07 to 21/04/07, Recovery Week 5-7: Road
to Recovery[Return
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Well,
apologies for the delay in updates, as I have
been celebrating since the great news that the
cells were found and infused sucessfully, but
I’ve finally pulled my finger out, sat down
and updated this site.
At
Sarah’s last consultation with the Professor
at Kings, he basically advised that she doesn’t
have to have chemotherapy for the time being because
she has had the alternative (and experimental)
cell therapy, but she will be monitored closely
with check-ups and scans every 1-3 months.
The
Professor also told Sarah that the kind doctor
who helped us that dramatic night of the cell
infusion is going to take a while to get over
it and is still talking about it even now!
But
best of all, he advised her to try to get back
to living her life as normal, which lifted a massive
weight from all our shoulders and greatly lifted
sprits. He also advised that once Sarah has made
a full recovery from the surgery, there’s
nothing to stop her taking a well deserved holiday.
Only trouble is that Sarah’s been ringing
around for travel insurance, and people are reluctant
to insure her so soon after an op (at least a
few hundred pounds for a week in Europe on insurance
alone!), but we’re planning a sun drenched,
peaceful beach holiday with white sands and clear
water.
So
the road to recovery continues, and there are
still a few corners left unturned, but Sarah’s
recovery has amazed me at every step. The scar
is getting better too:
The
pain is greatly reduced (when laughing at my crap
jokes!) and she’s becoming more and more
mobile in short bursts
We
will leave this site up for anyone who discovers
it and may be able to anything from it, and maybe
one day I can motivate the inner-geek in Sarah
to edit this site and fill in the gaps of the
facts on the other pages.
We
will post updates if there is any news to report
so I also suggest that if you are reading this
then signup for the e-mail
notification about updates to Sarah’s
Progress page (i.e. mail
us and let us know). Therefore, when
its updated, we’ll pop a mail in your inbox
to tell you to check it out – All are invited
and welcome as we know a lot of people have been
following this site on and off. So if you don’t
sign up, we won’t send a mail (to save the
poor sods that have an “ever full”
inbox at work!)
Once
again, thanks for all the lovely messages and
support you have all sent, each one has touched
and encouraged Sarah. All feel free to drop Sarah
a message on the message
/ blog page.
Ta
ta for now,
Dave
& Sarah
22/04/07 to 26/07/07, Recovery Month 4 : Sarah's
4th Month Post Op Update[Return
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Firstly,
apologies, I recently had problems with the website.
This of course has now been sorted after throwing
all the toys out of my pram and having to cough
up $30. Also, we’ve been a bit lax on the
old updates as there’s not been much drama
going on. Anyway…
HOLIDAY:
Sarah and I finally made it to that well deserved
and greatly needed sun kissed holiday! Lanzarote
was the place of choice (well not really a choice
as I only had a few days left of holiday and had
to combine them with a bank holiday w/e!....so
we ended with a choice of Lanzerote or Skegness….it
was a tough choice!)
Sarah
and I finall enjoying the sun
Sarah
enjoying the splash of the clear fresh sea on
her feet
We
spent a week there over-eating fully inclusive
meals, burning our feet on the sand as luke warm
sea water splashed our toes, ridding camels and
laughing at their toes (! Do a Google search on
camel toe if you don’t get it!), fighting
gale force winds (my god it gets windy over there!!)
and simply relaxing and totally enjoying ourselves.
WORK: Sarah started back at work
part-time in mid-May and has now worked up to
4 days a week on reduced hours (slacker!) She
seems to be really enjoying it – especially
as she has been going out to lunch with all her
colleagues. She has also re-joined the work gym
and has been doing Pilates and going swimming
(steam room, sauna, Jacuzzi…) to rebuild
her strength and stamina. All which has been great
for me because it means she doesn’t have
time write me a list of chores for me to come
home to each night, and it means she doesn’t
use every single piece of cutlery in the house
though out the day, waiting for me to wash up!
TREATMENT:
Sarah had a scheduled CT scan a few weeks ago
which I took the day off to accompany her on.
The CT scan was to look at the progress of her
liver growth and to see if any new tumours had
formed. So there we are, sitting in the waiting
area (bored out of our brains by the general pace
of the hospital) when our hero doctor (the doc
that chased her lymph nodes around London for
us last time) came running up to us saying “Sarah,
I’m so glad I’ve found you, I need
to speak with you privately urgently” at
which point we both poo’ed our pants and
trembled over to the corridor with the doc expecting
to hear some nasty news….
Then
our trusted doc says, “ it’s about
your next dose of lymphocytes…..they are
arriving” to which we replied “ok
cool, when?”.. the doc says “well
actually in about 2 hours!...can you stay over
night?”…. Who are we to turn down
experimental potentially life saving treatment!
So we agreed in a heartbeat and Sarah began cancelling
all her work arrangements for the next day….But
how about a little bit more notice Mr NHS!!...typical
So,
Sarah had her scan in the morning and then began
her infusion later that day, 71000 cells this
time, as opposed to the 14,000,000 from the last
infusion, but this was expected, and the egg heads
in Sweden were happy with the results.
71,000
Cells
reunited
with thier owner!
It got to about 9pm and all was well. We were
watching Family Guy sitting on the hospital bed
when the nightshift came on and I was fronted
up by a 5ft 4” nurse who started screaming
at me across the ward because I was on the bed
and that my clothes probably had germs from public
transport…..Now, viewing her mood, I didn’t
feel it was good timing to tell her we drove in
and that she herself hadn’t actually changed
into her uniform! (she was wearing jeans and a
T-shirt, the cheeky cow!)…and oh my god
I’m glad she didn’t see me in the
hospital on all the other occasions I’ve
visited Sarah….Sarah and I practically used
to fight for bed space and often visitors would
come into the ward to find me lying on the bed
and Sarah sitting in the chair!
RESULTS: a week later we arranged
to see the prof for the results of the CT scan…this
as usual involved a lot of waiting about in an
over-crowded room on a hot day which as you can
guess, didn’t make it the most fragrant
of places….more like a builders arm pit!
We
finally got to see the prof who reviewed the CT
scan with us and hey presto…Sarah’s
liver has 100% grown back! After just 4 months!!!
The Radiologist who initially reviewed the scan
advised the prof that one lymph node is slightly
enlarged by the diaphragm / oesophagus, so the
prof said he would raise it at the multi-disciplinary
meeting and that they would be keeping a close
eye on it. In the meantime, he would not need
to see Sarah for 3 months, at which point she
will have another scan.
Sarah
also enquired about her daily blood thinning injections
which the prof said he would review and arrange
a meeting with a specialist as he thought there
was no real need for them any longer.
So
we are treatment free for 3 months! Phew! So we
are currently enjoying a lovely rest for all the
drama.
DIET:
Sarah has developed a craving for radishes, carrots
(big time) and raw beetroot, which we later discovered
are great for the liver, so can we put down her
amazing progress to this? Who knows? She is also
very partial to oatcakes and eats them all the
time – on their own?!
RECOVERY:
Sarah’s mobility has greatly increased,
and she’s almost at the stage where she
can make her OWN cup of tea!!! The scars are healing
a treat, and there’s next to no discomfort
Anyway, signing off
Dave
and super woman Sarah
UPDATE
27th July
Just
after writing this, Sarah got a call from the
hospital on Friday, advising that they wanted
to bring her appointment forward from 3 months
to next month, and when we enquired, we were advised
that her scan had been discussed between the doctors,
and that they would like to discuss with Sarah
the possibility of removing an enlarged lymph
node located in her oesophagus.
So
I we will be meeting the doc's soon and I will
keep this site posted.
Dave
& Sarah
27/07/07 to 16/08/07, Recovery Month 5: The
Lymph-node Meeting[Return
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Medical
: Today we had a consultation with the
Professor. The appointment was brought forward
from October because Sarah’s last CT scan
in June had shown up an enlarged lymph node just
above her abdomen.
Whilst
we were gutted to find out our 3 month break from
any treatment or consultations was brought to
an unwelcome, sudden and early end, we kept our
chins up and went along to see the Professor.
Our
appointment was for 11:55 this morning, a ridiculously
specific time, given that we usually have to wait
in the waiting room for at least an hour and a
half!
None-the-less, we arrived on time (well…maybe
a few minutes late!), to find a hoard of people
pouring out of the Liver Out Patients waiting
room into the corridor. After sniggering almost
to the point of tears about a guy in the queue
who was suited and booted, but had ankle swingers
up to his knees with bright white socks pulled
up to what I can only imagine to be as high as
his crouch, we eventually elbowed our way into
the waiting room to grab a couple of chairs in
the lovely stuffy room.
We
kept ourselves entertained for about an hour as
our appointment fell more and more behind its
allotted time, by beating up badies and watching
Family Guy on Sarah’s PSP console she brought
along. As usual, we were surrounded by other poor
sods who equally looked like they didn’t
want to be there and were left to watch the Antiques
Road Show on a 15” telly with no sound (thank
god quite frankly!)... all while screaming, bored
kids ran around.
By
the second hour of waiting, entertainment had
reached saturation point, as we watched desperate
people turning to a cheap smelling coffee machine
which dispensed cups the size of thimbles! No
one dared leave their seat in fear of missing
their long and painfully awaited appointment!
Bordom
Starting to set in!
As
the 3rd hour of time wasting approached and insanity
appeared to be setting in, we heard the godly,
welcome sound of Sarah’s name FINALLY being
called out.
The
Professor explained that a multi-disciplinary
committee had discussed Sarah’s enlarged
lymph node and had decided to ask her back for
follow up because a lymph node located in the
chest area above the diaphragm has enlarged by
5mm since the last CT scan in March. This can
be of concern, however, the Professor advised
that lymph node enlargement can be normal for
someone who has just had major surgery, and we
agreed that, rather than taking the aggressive
approach and opting for surgical removal at this
time, the node will be monitored for change. Sarah
will, therefore, have another CT scan in October.
If the lymph node reduces or returns to a more
normal size, nothing will happen, but if it gets
any bigger Sarah will be referred to the Cardio-Thoracic
team to discuss removal.
The
Professor also advised that if the lymph node
does get any bigger, further non-surgical treatment
may be required, but we were pleased and relieved
to hear that this is likely to be another bout
of Tumour-inhibitory Lymphocyte Therapy rather
than the harsher option of chemotherapy.
Finally,
he said that her liver has no signs of disease,
which is a really good sign and that although
the liver has regenerated, Sarah no longer has
a left lobe since it was cut out, but has a very
large right lobe instead. (Interesting…amazing….but
gross!)
So,
our 3 hour wait was for a 10 minute meeting where
we were advised that nothing was to happen!....
kinda the same way the last meeting went!.....what
a fantastic way to spend a day off!
So
we stumbled off home, mentally exhausted from
the stress and boredom of the tedious days’
events, yet again filled with the relief that
Sarah DOES actually get a bit of time to rest
and gradually return life to normality. We promptly
booked a couple of tickets to see the film “Borne
Ultimatum” and grabbed a nice lunch out.
Sarah
Personally: Sarah is back on form, dragging
me round every shoe shop she can find. She still
gets tired, but we were advised that this is due
to the residual effects of chemotherapy and surgery.
She’s
starting to go back to the gym, and the cheeky
cow can totally out swim me! But then it’s
not hard to beat a whale that’s spent a
lot of time “beached” and eating Domino’s
Pizza! Other than that, she’s in great sprits
and has a lovely smile each day.
We
hope you enjoyed this thoroughly boring instalment
of “The Adventures of Bionic Sarah”
We’ll
keep you posted in October.
Ta
ta for now,
Dave
& Sarah
01/10/07, Monday : Fat Leg Checkup Time [Return
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Medical:
This month started with the great news
that Sarah no longer has to take blood thinning
heparin injections every night!! Fantastic stuff
as this was more commonly known as "the bee
sting" due to the pain she had to endure
each night for over a year!
So,
Sarah and I cracked open a mini bottle of pink
champagne to celebrate the end of a years' stabbing,
bruising and suspected infections / haematomas.
Sarah put her alcohol tolerance to the test and
was pretty much wasted on half a glass!!
Sarah
went for an ultrasound scan and it was confirmed
that her right leg is still blocked with a clot
up to her stomach. However, it's not all glum
news! apart from a small patch along her thigh,
some blood is now passing through the deep veins.
But due to the blockage, the blood is still being
forced to move through the "superficial"
veins, which makes her right leg slightly larger
than the left! So where most boyfriends have to
put up with "Does my bum look big in this?",
I ALSO have to contend with "Does
my leg look big in this?!" Either way, a
wrong answer could land me months of never ending
house chores!! The good news, is the clot is stable
and the risk of bits breaking off is now very
unlikely.
She
also managed to fill up her 5 litre capacity sharps
bin to the top:
Every
time Sarah injected herself she suggested I try
one...just to understand what it was like!!
Today
I took Sarah to King's hospital for her 3-monthly
CT scan. Although this was a regular checkup,
more specifially this scan was to aid the decisions
to be made about the enlarged lumph node near
Sarah's oesophagus (see past stories). So, our
fingers, legs, eyes, toes and anything else we
could think of were crossed that the lymph node
had gone down in size so as to avoid any further
operations. But the results won't be until next
week.....did i mention that I love waiting!?...
Sarah
is not crazy about CT scans. 1. because before
the scan she has to drink a litre of water and
then not go to the toilet for ages (which if you
know Sarah is not an easy feat! Not to mention
the fact that I make every kind of water running
noise or trickling noise I can possible think
of!!) and 2. because it means having an injection
of contrast dye administered via a catheter in
her arm. Poor old Sarah has always had a little
troube with this kind of thing as she has quite
small little arms and veins and the nurses find
it hard to put in a catheter. So, after the scan
she emerged pratically covered from head to toe
in wounds and plasters! (ok..ok..I exaggerated
a bit...it was only 3, but that is 2 too many!)
And
then, knowing how great I am with needles and
blood, she began to describe in great detail how
the nurse jabbed her each time and "Wiggled
the needle" (....swoon!)
May
the waiting begin!
11/10/07, Thursday 10:40am : Results
time! [Return
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Medical
: An anxious Dave and Sarah placed themselves
in the dreaded Liver Outpatients waiting room
where, as usual, the only source of entertainment
was daytime drivel TV, or a copy of Heat magazine
which was 55 years old and still talking about
the same old rubbish...celebrity cellulite! But
this time I came prepared and brought along my
new media player Sarah got me for my birthday
(yes I know I'm spoilt!), packed with tunes and
TV shows. We ended up choosing to jig to some
music to pass the time.
Then
to our utter shock and surprise, at about 10:50,
Sarah's name was called out!?!? YES! only 10 minutes
of lovely waiting! I was greatly disappointed
as I had brought my tent, stove, sleeping bag
and everything!
We
stepped into a tiny room to be welcomed by about
67 medical students crammed wall to wall, floor
to ceiling! All saying "WOW! it's her! it's
really her!?! we've heard so much about you"
(ok.. .I exaggerated again, there were only 3
med students and the consultant, but with the
size of the room, there were practically sitting
each others laps! but they were all saying that
Sarah appears to be a bit of a celebrity in the
liver unit!)
So
after fighting off the "WOWs", Sarah
signing autographs and posing for photos for avid
medical fans (not really!), we sat down with the
consultant (who we haven’t met before, but
the professor we know was in the operating theatre)
The
News : well, it wasn't what we hoped for which
was quite crap, the 1 lymph node in question has
grown from 44mm to 47mm since the last CT scan,
and is now cause for concern, so the grilling
of the docs began. Sarah's case will be discussed
in the weekly multi disciplinary tumour meeting
on the 17th October and we will be advised the
day after. Of course, we had lots of questions
and the consultant didn't want to speculate too
much as he is a liver surgeon and the node is
in the cardio-thoracic area. However, he outlined
2 possible actions if the node has to be removed.
1.
Key hole surgery: This is the option we are so
so hoping for, the procedure will involve general
anaesthetic, 3-4 small incisions being made into
Sarah’s chest between her ribs, the scarring
is minimal, and the recovery time will be about
1-2 days in hospital plus a few days at home:
2.
If the lymph node is not accessible via keyhole
surgery, a more major incision would have to be
made, probably from the side of her chest, down
around the rib cage, and back up her chest (from
what we could make out from the description given
at the time):
This
will cause more considerable scarring, be a larger
operation and the recovery time extends to about
10+ days in hospital plus a few weeks at home
and will involve a deal of discomfort...not ideal!....I
mean the food there is crap!.....oh, not to mention
Sarah having to go though all that again (and
me having to tolerate Dominoes Pizza for another
2 weeks!)
"Facts":
The consultant advised that there is
no way to tell if the lymph node is cancerous
until after removal, but he did tell us that cancers
can spread though the lymph nodes. Each lymph
node does a great job of filtering out and attacking
cancerous cells as it sees them as foreign cells,
but in some cases, if the lymph node is not able
to beat the cancerous cells and it may be overcome....pretty
interesting enh?! As the node is getting
bigger, it implies that it may be infected.
Apparently
there is a test called a PET test which is where
they inject some dye (pin cushion time!!) which
localises around glucose, so as tumours cells
divide faster than normal cells, they use more
glucose, and therefore the dye concentrates around
the tumour and can be picked up by the PET scan.
(my god I'm full of facts today!)
So
I put forward the question "Some cancer diets
suggest that Cancer feeds off sugar, and as glucose
is sugar, should she stop eating sweets"
the answer was that it probably wouldn’t
make much difference.....but Sarah's still on
a sugar ban ....apart from the lovely cakes she
been baking me recently!
All
of the above was speculation on the consultant’s
part, he was giving us possible actions, but will
all be reviewed in the meeting with all the relevant
professionals involved
On
the bright side of things, they also checked Sarah's
liver from the scan and found NO RESIDUAL TUMOUR
OR FURTHER GROWTHS in the liver or organs around
it which is obviously great news, so the whole
removal of the lymph node would more be a case
of being better safe than sorry.
After
the meeting, Sarah and I left feeling disappointed
and gutted that the scan didn’t amount to
nothing, but hey, we've coped with a lot worse,
and we both know this thing wont beat either of
us, so as much of a pain in the arse if is after
having only 6 months off from one treatment or
another, it's chin up, push forward! After all
- she's a proper GI Jane!!:
Notice
I'm the one brandishing the big gun! ;-)
(and dodgy beard)....although
I'm slightly concerned Sarah has a gun at
all!
Then
Sarah had to give yet more blood (I’m sure
they're just selling her blood to vampires!) and
while we were waiting, we were plonked down next
to a delightful family of dramatics who were out
in force with their old mother. When the daughter
and mother came out to the busy waiting room,
the daughter leant discretely over to the husband's
ear as if to whisper some news, then seemingly
at the top of her voice, shouted "THEY THINK
SHE'S GOT INTERNAL BLEEDING!.... I HAD TO ASK
THE QUESTION, SHE DIDN'T ASK ANYTHING...IF I HADN'T
ASKED....WELL?!?!", so the poor old woman’s
business was broadcasted to the entire room.....lovely!,
kind of reminded of these characters from Harry
Enfield:
...yes...The
Slobs
Personally
: Sarah is more or less completely recovered
from her liver operation, she’s back at
work 5 days a week which is great, and her company
has impressed me day by day with how they have
treated her and pretty much paused her career
progress in her absence, and let her pick it up
from where she left off (about 3 miles down the
road!), and she's doing very well as usual.
We
also both took part in a 4 mile sponsored walk
for Diabetes around Greenwich park a few weeks
back, completing it in about 55 minutes, which
is a good accomplishment for...me...dragging my
chubby butt up and down hills trying to keep up
with Sarah!... I think the only thing that kept
me going was the thought of the BBQ that greeted
us at the end!!
It
was 10:30 in the morning and Sarah was already
having a beer!....(joke!)
Sarah
also has joined a group called "Voices In
Partnership" which is a group dedicated to
improving the care and treatment given to cancer
patient, and they recently had an open day where
other such charity organisations got together
stands of information for the public. Sarah was
a key speaker on the presentation about the group.
I was there, along with the Greenwich Deputy Mayor,
front row centre...but got called an IT geek by
some old guy presenting with Sarah... I’m
sure I have Sarah to thank for that one! As usual,
she’s creating ripples in that community
with her excellent presentation skills and her
gorgeous smile has 70 year old men falling head
over heels for her!.....what an "old man"
magnet I've got! ;-)
Lastly,
Sarah seems to be attracting some global attention
with her Lymphocyte therapy, and has received
a few mails from people with either FHC or people
who know someone with FHC. Thank you all so much
as each mail has touched us both and Sarah will
do her best to get back to you and answer your
questions, but we haven't forgotten you, just
bear with us.
So
next week will be the date for the next lot of
news, until then, thanks for reading...bye!
Dave
& Sarah
18/10/07, Thursday :
What's Going On? [Return
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Medical:
So a couple of weeks ago we left you with a bit
of a cliff-hanger. Sarah was awaiting a call from
the doctor to advise us of what procedure she
is going to have - keyhole or something quite
larger – based on discussions at a multi-disciplinary
meeting with the relevant experts present.
Thursday
18th Oct
In true NHS style, this meeting amounted to the
decision that the lymph node should be removed,
that Sarah was to be referred to the cardio-thoracic
team, and would be contacted with a date and time
for a consultation ......hang on......didn’t
we work that out 2 weeks ago?!!? and wasn’t
the point of the meeting to BRING the experts
required TO the meeting to move it all forward,...
kinda feels like that film Groundhog day doesn’t
it!?!
So
anyway, 1 week “snailed” past and
Sarah’s patience wore thin, so on the morning
of Friday (26th) she rang the doctor. He told
her he was in “Scrubs” (not the TV
programme!) and just about to go into theatre,
but said:
"I’ve
spoken to the cardio-thoracic surgeon and you’re
having it done on Tuesday!...Someone will call
you today to discuss, got to go, bye!!"
With
jaw dropped, Sarah called me at work to let me
know, not being able to do anything but laugh
at the madness of the situation and organisation!
Yet again, we were left still guessing HOW it
is going to be done...wonderful…..did I
mention that I love the NHS?!
Talk
about insane notice!
Sarah
then spoke to the cardio-thoracic Sectary who
confirmed that she would NOT be having the operation
on the coming Tuesday, but instead would simply
be having a consultation with the surgeon the
following Monday….phew! what a roller coaster!...up
and down…..up and down…..up and down…...
29/10/07, Monday : What's Going On? II[Return
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Sarah
and I popped along to the consultation where the
surgeon said he was unable to find the enlarged
lymph node on the CT scan, as the scan had been
done for the liver department using their “setup”
and that he normally had a more specific setup
for the heart and chest area. (I did try to point
out he had it upside down, but he wasn’t
having any of it!) So he advised us he would talk
to the radiologists and call Sarah with his findings.
It
was getting late on in the day by now, and I promise
you all that the thought of our time being wasted
didn’t even pass my mind………YEAH
RIGHT!!! Anyway, Sarah went off to haematology
to discuss her blood clots and to give yet more
bloods for to the vampire bank …but upon
arrival, the doctor was shocked to meet Sarah,
saying “I was expecting someone much older!”
to which other staff rolled their eyes in disbelief
that someone had actually said that out loud!
Over
in haematology, Sarah’s mobile signal was
pretty much dead, so while she amazed the doctors
with her unexpected youthful looks, classic sod’s
law kicked in and the surgeon called!! So she
was ecstatic to see she had a voicemail saying
along the lines of:
"It
is highly unlikely that we will be able to operate
using keyhole surgery, therefore we will probably
have to open the chest, but we will talk about
this in more detail tomorrow…"
At
which point Sarah’s words were "Oh
my god! What does THAT mean?"
So
with the words “Open Chest” ringing
around her head, Sarah tried to get hold of the
surgeon, which proved to be tricky because he
kept having to go into emergency surgery. She
finally spoke to him on Wednesday (31st) and found
out that the node is quite big - about 2 inches
long, it definitely shouldn’t be there and
therefore does need to come out. It is located
in-between the aorta, the vena cava and the oesophagus
and is tucked behind the heart. Apparently it
will be quite difficult to get to via keyhole
surgery because of its size and location.
The
surgeon will, however, try to remove the node
via keyhole surgery in the first instance. If
it does not look possible, he will have to perform
open surgery (i.e. open the chest). This means
an incision approx 6 inches long on her back,
below the shoulder blade / about 5 or 6 inches
below the arm pit.
The
whole procedure should only take about 1.5 hours
and if it can be removed via keyhole, she can
come out of hospital the following day(!). If
keyhole surgery is not possible, she has to stay
until the weekend and will need 1 to 2 weeks at
home to recover.
It
was agreed that Sarah will have the operation
on Tuesday 6th November.
To be honest, we were both relieved about it all
as we envisioned a much, much worse incision….that
teaches us for reading everything off of the internet!...scary
place!
Sarah
then, in true form, made the most crucial enquiry
of all... She advised that she had just purchased
a lovely semi-backless dress for a wedding and
expressed concern that a nasty scar would draw
attention away from her shoes also newly purchased
– should she take the dress back??! ! The
considerate doctor replied "bring the dress
in, put it on and we'll see if we can work around
it" (!!!!!) which was quickly followed up
by an excited comment from his sectary in the
background saying "And bring in the shoes!"
Only
Sarah can turn a scar in to a fashion consideration!
So
that’s where we are, so mark Tuesday in
your diary and all your positive vibes and thoughts
are required. The operation will only about an
hour and a half, but the REAL gruelling task will
be to eat hospital sludge for a week again!
Remember
this lovely stuff!
I’ll
do my best to keep you all updated on her recovery.
Firstly
we would just like to thank everyone for all the
lovely text messages, mails and calls wishing
Sarah good luck for her operation today. They
were all really encouraging and helps Sarah though
this nerve racking time.
Secondly
apologies if I have not replied to a direct text
or mail giving updates on Sarah’s well being,
but there so many of you that time is too limited
in the evenings so but I’m going to stick
to updating this site each night for the first
few days, and I’ll drop a blanket text to
let you know this update is here.
Sarah
was advised at her consultation on Monday that
she would have to be nil-by-mouth from midnight
in preparation for the operation.
November
6th – 6AM
Well,
the day kicked off to a killer early start at
6am, which wouldn’t of been so bad if Sarah
and I had got to bed before 2:00am! Sarah was
subjected to a bombardment of comments such as:
"Would
u like a cup of tea darling?... Oh sorry! Ur not
allowed! (Snigger!)"
Or
"would
u like a sandwich darling?... Oh sorry! Ur not
allowed! (Snigger!)"
Or
"Hmmmmm
this bacon sandwich is lovely... Darling, would
you like..... oh sorry! Ur not allowed! (Snigger!)"
We
arrived at Kings College Hospital at 7.30am to
check in; Sarah and I were promptly told to wait
in the visitor room with Sarah’s parents
while they sorted out the room. An hour past before
we finally settled in.
We
were soon subjected to a number of Spanish inquisitions
by a flurry of nurses and doctors all seem to
be clueless as to why Sarah was there and all
asking the same questions like, "when did
u last drink? When did u last eat? Are you on
any drugs? Blah blah" all while Starting
to jap Sarah like a pin cusion!
Let
the Games Begin!
Amongst
the questions came comments like “So its
8.30 and you've just got hear for an Op at 9?!”
which was promptly corrected by Sarah’s
reply of “Erm..No!, we’ve been hear
since 7.30!”
Before
we knew it, Sarah’s operation slot had arrived,
only for the staff to then realise (thanks to
Sarah) that she had NOT signed
any consent forms for the operation, hadn't any
bloods taken, or had any risks outlined to her!
So needless to say, due to the blunders, Sarah
missed her slot, and we were generously given
another to hours to sweat about it. (Wonderful!)
But the in given time, it gave the nurses time
to swiftly correct their the flaws in the master
plan. Eventually a bunch of friendly docs passed
by to explain it all to her, giving us great confidence
that this was a straight forward procedure. Also
each nurse who read Sarah’s file couldn’t
believe all that she had been though so much,
and said that this op would be a walk in the park
in comparison!...kool!....my girlfriend is hard!....(does
that make me a big girls blouse!?!?)
So
the 2 hours soon passed and the and just as the
porters arrive to take Sarah down about to the
theatre, we found out that part off the procedure
was to collapse 1 of Sarah’s lungs to get
to the area behing the heat and operate! Scary
stuff!! But again…some how normal (in a
Frankenstein kind of way!). So as Sarah was wheeled
down, her nerves started to show in the form of
shivers and a slightly worried expression on her
face, but still her courageous smile beamed though
as she chatted to us all, plus we were able to
comfort her al the way to theatre, where at 11:15
I was left with a lump in my throat when we had
to leave her.
We
were told the operation would take about an hour
and a half, and require a further 2 hours recovery
time. This left me to entertain the in-laws for
4 hours, which is pretty much like visiting an
old-peoples home! but with the added difficulty
of diverting the conversation AWAY
from marriage and weddings! (Only kidding Alan
& Christine, please don’t revoke my
Christmas present for that one! ;-) )
We
past the hours with tea and cakes, followed by
head nodding-inchair-sleeping competitions, which
Christine won by completing a 360o neck spin while
dropping into deep sleep!
About
3:45pm we started to wear out the corridor tiles,
so we managed to break into the recovery area
where we found a very dopey and extremely tired
Sarah, but sitting up and looking perky considering.
(ok, when I say "break in", I actually
mean "followed a nurse in", I dont mean
with a crow bar or anything!)
Medical
: We heard from Sarah that th doctors said that
keyhole was attempted but they ended up doing
the full Thoracotomy operation, so she has a large
scar on he back, but not quite as bad as we anticipated,
but the “mass” had been removed and
sent off to have a biopsy done on it. (Sarah was
pretty high on drugs when she was told all this,
but that gives us no reason to doubt the words
of the surgeon who apparently looked like a giant
purple panda!!)
THATS
HIM!!!
And the Scar :
What
we were expecting
What
actually happened
We
stayed with Sarah who was in no pain at the time,
but one second you could be having a chat with
her, then next second, her head would hit the
pillow and she was out for the count in snooze
land! Quite funny to watch! (either that or my
conversation was REALLY boring!). Also Sarah has
this bucket of oze coming from out of her side!
(puke!)
At
6:00pm Sarah was moved down to a high dependency
ward where is where she will remain until maybe
tomorrow when her epidural comes out. Not great
as the entire ward is full of old noisy men. I
was chucked out about 8:00 at the end of visiting
hours.
Sarah
didn’t get much sleep Tuesday night, what
with the beeps and noises all around, and some
time in the morning she was visited by the docs
who ok’ed it for her to have all her tubes
removed at Sarah’s great relief.
Sarah
seemed in great form and very chirpy, and totally
taking the piss by walking about everywhere in
front of all the other bed ridden patients, but
despite her discomforts, she was looking a great
as ever! One nurse even said she made the hospital
gown look glamorous!
Although
the tubes were removed, the drain in particular
was quite gross. Sarah said that when it was pulled
out, “it felt like water rushing on to the
sea shore, then dragging all the stones and sand
along as it went back out again”…I
didn’t quite manage to imaging what is was
like having a beach in my side…but I liked
the descriptive explanation!
When
they removed the tubes, Sarah experienced a rippling
pain in her chest, which prompted the nurses to
take her to have an emergency x-ray (which took
an hour!). The x-ray showed that Sarah’s
right lung had not fully inflated, and there was
a pocket of air in her chest. The surgeon said
that if the volume of air gets bigger and her
lung collapses a bit more, they will have to put
a drain in her chest to let the air out. But they
didn’t seem to worried about it, so we’re
assuming that its one of those things that can
be easily handled.
This
air is a little painful for Sarah, making it hard
for her to take deep breaths, but because she’s
fit and healthy, she is getting 100% of all her
required oxygen from the other lung, so theres
no worries there. But this meant Sarah had to
stay in the high dependency ward another night
and the private room her aside for her was given
away! Plus if that hadn't of happened, the surgeon
said she could of been home by tomorrow! gutted!
Sarah also had physio today, where she was given
exercises for strengthen her right arm (as the
scar is on the right of her back), and again was
praised for her impressive recovery.
We
sneaked a peak at the doctors notes to read a
lovely note that there was no obvious sign of
anything else i.e. no other tumours other than
the node which was great news and always great
to know.
Sarah
is due to go to the liver outpatients tomorrow.
So she began making plans as to what she was going
to wear and when to wash her hair… her choice
of cloths was some what limited due to my good
self bringing in ALL the wrong things she didn’t
asked for! DOH! She sent me a list via her dad
and even though she put all the pyjamas she wanted
in a box before she left, but some how I managed
to find all the inappropriate ones at the bottom,
and only bring those ones in! I even brought her
in a little range of inappropriate pyjamas!! How
great am I! (what a muppet!)….the only thing
I didn’t get wrong was the carrots! (least
I got that right!?...i’d be worried if I
got that wrong too!)
I
too can do the fassion thing...with a hat also
know as a poo/wee/sick bowl....unused of course!
So
Sarah is going to be subject to another night
in a mainly old mans ward, where she told me that
she saw a lot of old wrinkly bottoms hanging out
the back of gowns….so she has chosen to
take advantage of her bad eye sight and leave
her glasses firmly off!
That’s
about it today, not much to tell. The whole lung
thing worried me a bit, but Sarah commended the
nurses on the ward saying they were very kind
and attentive.
Cliff
Hanger :
Here’s
some lettuce I spotted on the floor, so I took
a pic! we'll see if its there tomorrow! (god i
hope not!)
This
morning started well with a small text from Sarah
saying "all ok, slept v well" which
she aparently sent whilst in the toilet. It was
great news to hear as she had such a tough night
before hand. However, I had this image of her
smuggling a contraband phone into the loo, with
the risk of getting a cavity search by a heavy
moustached Ghanaian customs officer!
So
I arrived to work today completely cream crackered,
to have my Boss and my Bosses Boss tell me to
finish work early, get some rest and go and see
Sarah! how cool is that! so a big thanks to Martin
and Scott! Top blokes and they're really looking
out for me.
Today
Sarah was visited by her "Liver Surgeon"
who popped down to see her, and they said they
had spoken to her chest surgeon, they said that
he was pleased with the results, and they heard
about Sarah’s custom made incision designed
to fit around the dress she bought for a wedding
(see update Monday 29th Oct Afternoon)
has made her infamous though out the hospital
and everyone was talking about it.
Sarah
then passed the rest of the morning reading and
eyeing up an old man's……… (guess!)……..Puzzle
book!! (what else?!). Then Sarah’s mother
arrived in the early afternoon followed by my
amazing self and mother in tow.
Sarah
& Mum spell checking what been writing
on this site, and pointing out all my typos!
My
mum took me to the hospital where we went to where
we left Sarah, only to find a blank space!! So
with slight panicked expression on my face I turned
to a nurse who cackled saying "hahaha we've
sent her home! hahaha". Surely not?! But
then I found that she had finally been given her
own private room away from the men’s ward
of wrinkly bums dragging around (which I'm sure
she was disappointed about!)
Sarah's
looking as great as ever, sitting up and appears
to be 110%. She’s able to get out of her
bed quite easily without too much discomfort,
and walking about as if all that’s happened
is that she’s stubbed her toe! She’s
also cracking on with her physio, and by the sounds
of it, taking it to the next level and not being
too far off doing star jumps off the side of her
bed!!
Sarah
popped down for an X-ray and depending on the
results, she may be back at home tomorrow!!! which
I have my fingers crossed about as there’s
a massive pile of washing up in the kitchen that
just wont wash itself up no matter how much I
ignore it!
Sarah
also had to endure another day of NHS cuisine
with macaroni and cheese followed by apple crumble
and custard :
Bleached
White Macaroni and Cheese
Bright
yellow/brown Apple Crumble (Yum!)
Compliments
to the chef/microwave...
And
yes these are the REAL colours of the food, I
promise that I have not changed the colour in
any of the pictures, all the food really looked
like someone’s puke!
Now
I know a number of you have been trying to text
and call Sarah on her mobile, but just to recap,
she’s not allowed to switch it on, and being
the ultimate compliance officer of the universe
– shes following the rules to the T (apart
from the texts she gets to send me from the loo
in the morning.
Cliff
Hanger Suspense
Yes
yes, the moment you have all been waiting for....the
"lettuce on the floor by her bed" results?!?!!?
well, unfortunately this will remain one of life's
great mysteries becasue Sarah was moved to her
own room, so without crawling around the feet
of another patient and family and freaking them
out shouting
"IM
LOOKING FOR SOME LETTUCE!"
There’s
no way I can see it to find out! sorry ladies
and gentlemen. Although I was tempted to hide
this tomato on the floor in Sarah's room to see
if it was cleaned up :
Close
Call for this little one!
But
I decided it wasn’t worth the risk on Sarah
and future patients, and it was unfair to the
cleaners....but damn tempting!
Sarah
didn’t sleep well last night because she
was suffering quite a bit of pain, but help was
soon at hand in the form of opiate pain killers,
so she soon passed out with a gooey smile on her
face.
In
the Morning, the doctors did their rounds and
told Sarah they were going to look at her x-ray
from yesterday and let her know the results later
in the day. They also advised her to take a walk
to down the corridor to exercise her leg, and
to inflate her lung…nice! That makes Sarah
sound like a blow up doll!
Then
Sarah spent the rest of the morning leisurely
reading her pile of trailer trash magazines, and
testing her brain on sudoku. She took her walk
as advised down the corridor where she switched
on her phone and was flooded with nice messages
and well wishes, and managed to respond to a couple
of them (not mine though! Cheeky cow! ;-) )
Sarah’s
“brick in the face” “not so
subtle” hints to her family for presents
were extremely well noted by her sister Emma who
sent her some lovely gifts she was quite chuffed
about. (My gift to her was me! Generally being
great all the time!.....but apparently I still
owe her something better!?!)
In
the afternoon the surgeon came by and said that
she may have to stay another night! to which Sarah
replied “cant I go home?” using her
best “puss in boots” eyes :
To
which he crumbled like a cookie and replied “well….if
you feel up to it, you can go home” but
as the x-ray showed that she still has a small
Pneumothorax (partially collapsed lung….yes
I finally found the official word!), if she has
the slightest issue, she is to return to the ward
immediately! The surgeon said it should get better
with time and that it would resolve itself - no
need for a chest drain - phew!
So with a leap and a skip of joy (more like a
limp and a screech of joy!) Sarah packed up her
stuff and did a “ninja vanish” from
the ward. At about 5pm Sarah arrived….
BACK
HOME!
Sarah
was pampered from the moment she steped though
the front door, and even had a pedicure from my
mum (and plenty of hugs and prodding all over
her scar where I keep forgetting it's there! Opps!....I
just can't help it, I’m drawn to it every
time! ;-)
Personally:
Sarah is aching and is on quite a lot of drugs,
and she described the pain of the Pneumothorax
as like a constant bruised feeling with pressure
on her right lung and down her back, even after
pain killers (I’ve been told bear hugs are
out of the question!) – but she said she’s
got used to it in a weird way, but deep breathing
is quite hard. As for the scar, this hurts a bit
but Sarah has been doing her physio exercises
and the physio lady was very pleased with Sarah’s
progress.
Overall,
Sarah’s feeling OK, just a bit tired, and
really happy to be home. She also wanted me to
mention that the doctors and nurses on the ward
were really good and took excellent care of her.
Hats off and a big thanks for looking after my
girl.
Big
Sister Emma’s Quote: Who else goes in for
a pretty major op on a Tuesday, and is out and
back home by Friday!?!?!
MEDICAL
MARVEL SARAH!!
So
sorry to disappoint the avid daily readers out
there, but I’ll be cutting back on the updates
once again, and only updating the site with major
news of tests and results. So if you haven’t
signed up for the updates, don’t be shy
– you’re all welcome…..unless
you're going to mail me back with a list of corrections
and typos to the site like my mother did once?!
;-)
Her
next hospital check up is due in the liver unit
in 6 weeks when we are expecting to get the pathology
report on the removed lymph node.
Ta
ta for now and once again thanks for reading,
Dave
& Sarah
P.S.
For those of you who are missing a gory picture,
this is the bruise Sarah has from the arterial
line which was inserted during her operation to
monitor her blood pressure and blood gasses:
Sarah
went to see the Cardio Thoracic surgeon to follow
up on her right thoracotomy performed on 6th November.
(That’s “2nd big fat operation”
to you and me!) - here's a Pic of her scar:
Sarah
told the surgeon that she was feeling mighty fine
and was now off all pain killers, to which the
surgeon picked up his jaw from the floor and replied
with a shocked “Wow, oh! Ok”. Clearly
he hadn’t encountered a GI Jane Sarah before!
The
surgeon then went though the pathology report
(the biopsy results on the removed lymph node),
which confirmed that:
•
The node was full of metastasised fibrolamellar
tumour; and,
• It was likely to have been an incomplete
excision (i.e. not completely removed) because
the tumour cells reached right to the edge of
the excised mass.
Despite
that, the surgeon himself believes that he did
get it all because of the way that it looked and
the fact that it came out in a ‘sack’
(lovely!). In any event, he was unable to remove
any more than he did because of the location of
the node (right next to the aorta, oesophagus,
and the vena cava…some other body parts!)
and because it was not within an organ, such as
the liver, whereby a margin can be removed all
around the tumour.
There
you have it, the Oesophagus, Vena Cava and
the Aorta.... to you, me and everyone else
who's not a doctor, that's otherwise known
as a big bunch of important veins &
tubes! (swoon!)
Sarah
asked him if the cell therapy hadn’t worked
because the tumour had obviously spread. The surgeon
replied that the problem was that the tumour was
fairly large (about 5cm) and it is quite hard for
cell therapy to overwhelm such large masses, and
works better on smaller tumour cells.
Overall,
it was not good news; however, Sarah will be discussing
the implications in more detail with her Liver
team.
To
cheer her up, I took Sarah for dinner where she
practiced her skill of eating / sampling all my
food as well as her own!
Sarah
had a flurry of visitors and rested while watching
DVDs. She’s still quite achy and stiff and
said she’d like to be able to jump about
a bit and dance and to do ballet again….so
I will be investing in some lead boots until she
recovers fully!
Sarah’s
been having reflexology, and tried out a new vertical
reflexology (courtesy of my Mum), which she said
was “bloody painful stuff” when my
mum was pushing her foot and hand at the same
time. Funnily enough though the part of her hand
and foot that was painful corresponded to the
area on her body where the incision was made.
Maybe it isn’t just mumbo-jumbo after all.
But that still doesn’t mean that you can
touch my feet mum!
We
attended our follow up visit to the Liver Outpatient
Department, where we had mentally prepared ourselves
to loose the day in the waiting room. I wondered
casually around looking for supplies in the shop
while Sarah sat in the waiting room, then popped
to the coffee shop and picked us up a couple of
drinks.
As
I reached the corridor of the Liver Outpatient
Unit, I could see in the distance, a flustered
Sarah hurrying me down the corridor and calling
me saying
“Dave,
Dave, quick, quick! I’ve been called in!”
So
I hauled ass down to the consultation room spilling
lovely hot coffee over my hands and generally
running like a Thunderbird on strings trying to
keep the coffees from spilling on the floor by
keeping my arms as still as possible and my legs
running like a loon. When I got there I had a
slight feeling of disappointment that I wouldn’t
get to watch all the programmes I had brought
on my media player!!
Me,
Running like a Thunderbird....don't ask
me what the puppet behind me is meant to
be doing! :-s
We
sat down with a member of the Professor’s
team who said he had heard the pathology results
weren’t great.
We
asked why they hadn’t seen the enlarged
node before, given that it was fairly large. He
said that everything had been scanned and it hadn’t
shown up before, so basically, it had appeared
as a secondary tumour AFTER the removal of the
primary tumour in the liver but that it had probably
already spread to the lymph node BEFORE that removal
and just didn’t look abnormal at the time.
He said we should be optimistic that there aren’t
any other infected nodes because they too would
be enlarged by now.
Sarah
then showed him her lovely weeping wound at the
end of her new scar and the Doc explained that
it was where the stitching knot was, and that
the body was trying to push it out because it
sees it as a foreign object. He said that it could
be sorted out as a day case if it doesn’t
clear up on its own within a couple of weeks.
Next
entered the Professor himself because he wanted
to see how Sarah was getting on.
The
Professor suggested that rather than give Sarah
any post-op chemo or further lymphocytes, it would
be better to give her body a break and keep a
close eye on her. However, the concern now is
the frequency of her CT scans – he does
not want her to have problems in the future (i.e.
another type of cancer) because of an accumulation
of radiation. So, the action plan is to do a baseline
scan in February 2008, and then if all looks fine
to do 6 monthly CT scans to keep an eye on her.
Sarah
expressed to the Professor, that it feels like
there is no end point to the treatment, to which
he replied that there is no end point right now
due to the high risk of recurrence and that Sarah’s
main objective is to stay alive!!!
With
those words, this above song sprung to mind!
(Press PLAY)
Even
if Sarah doesn’t get a recurrence, the Professor
said he will be seeing her for at least 10 years
and that he believed that during that time, immunology
will have developed and they will be able to understand
things a lot better. He said the lymphocyte treatment
is still in the early stages of development and
only in a few years time will they know the impact
it has on various patients and tumours
The
other Doc advised Sarah that the best course of
action was to stay really healthy and fit and
keep her immune system as high as possible.
Sarah
has spent the last few months getting back to
work gradually, she’s now on 4 days a week,
starting at 10am. She’s enjoying being back
to work, but has a new found perspective of the
bigger picture.
We
had a very busy Christmas and New Year, doing
our best to catch up with everyone and their dog!
Sarah got a Play Station with SingStar, and has
been singing her heart out though the New Year
so far, and also has become an expert at Guitar
Hero!
The
liver op scar hasn’t changed or improved
much over the last 6 months, if anything, it stretched
/ widened a bit, so she invested in a silicone
strip from the US (www.makemeheal.com) which sticks
over her scar and is meant to help the healing
process if used daily for 3-6 months.
Here’s
the latest pic of the liver scar
Before
:
Now
:
As
you might be able to see, there’s a noticeable
improvement in the centre of the scar which has
turned an almost normal skin tone, leaving just
the outer edge red. She is going to get one for
the other scar too.
Towards
the end of last year, Sarah had some blood tests
to identify whether she has any blood clotting
factors which may have contributed to the massive
DVT and Pulmonary Embolisms suffered in 2006.
Here's
some pictures of the fat leg for anyone
who missed it!
Today
she went to the Haematology Outpatients Department
to get the results. It turns out that in addition
to having an extremely rare form of cancer, she
also has a very rare blood disorder – a
free protein S deficiency. The difference with
the blood deficiency is that it is a hereditary
condition – so we can blame one of her parents!!
I personally had great fun helping Sarah break
the news to the in-law (wanna-be’s), and
teased them in every which way I could!
The
deficiency means that she is much more likely
to get a blood clot if a trigger is present. Triggers
include cancer, surgery and chemotherapy –
hmm… I wonder if any of those apply to Sarah??
As a result, she has been advised to go on long
term anti-coagulation (and not that doesn’t
mean “working together with the enemy”,
its blood thining!) until she is no longer considered
to be at risk of having a trigger. She therefore
has to go on Warfarin and, initially, the dreaded
heparin injections too and will need regular blood
tests to monitor her blood. Which is great because
I had so much holiday oozing out of my ears I
didn’t know what to do with it anyway, oh
well! Yet more time in the hospital – whoopee!
Sarah
asked if she could have the clot fished out with
a wire, as seen on one of our favourite TV shows,
House, but the doctor said that is a very risky
procedure which often is unsuccessful –
unless you are the character Greg House. Oh well,
if you don’t ask, you don’t get.
Sarah’s
CT scan was the usual. We both had the day off
as Sarah was feeling a bit nervous about the whole
thing. As usual, there were problems with finding
a vein for the contrast dye – but fourth
time lucky, and Sarah doing a good impression
of swiss cheese, they finally found one!!
Nothing
much more to report here, it's just all down to
March 6th now when we get the results.....gulp!
Today
Sarah found out the results from her last CT scan.
Strangely we both though it would be a fantastic
idea to stay up late watching TV the night before,
so we started the day off extra tired! Wonderful!
We
decided to drive to the hospital and arrived about
9:30 so we could get Sarah’s blood tests
out of the way before the results.
10:40
soon rolled round and we were in our favourite
hang-out spot – the Liver Outpatient waiting
room with good old Jeremy Kyle trailer trash TV
blaring out and magazines of celebrity corn flab
gossip from 4 years ago drizzled round the room.
We
both sat at the edge of our seats waiting for
Sarah’s name to be called. We decided to
watch an episode of “Peep Show” to
take our minds off it all, which managed to squeeze
out a few smiles from Sarah.
Then
before we knew it, Sarah’s name was being
called….but by a doctor we hadn’t
encountered before…. We dubiously entered
the room and sat down thinking “who the
heck is this guy!?”, the doctor then introduced
himself as a member of our trusted professor’s
team.
Then
his first question was….
”so
you have FHC, have you had an operation yet?”
Frowns
started to rise as Sarah took a deep breath and
started to recite her entire 2 year ordeal blow
by blow to get yet another doctor up to speed.
(sigh)
The
Doc finally turned to his PC to review the results,
then casually said:
“nope,
nothing found in your scan”
….Sarah
and I didn’t know whether to dare smile
or not?!! Was that it? Was that the results we
had been waiting and hoping for?! He then repeated
himself,
“nope,
no abnormalities reported in your scan”
at
which point I felt like the world’s biggest
weight had been gently lifted from my shoulders,
leaving me in a big pile of relaxed mush in my
seat! Sarah’s smile almost split her head
open!!…I didn’t even know the girl
had so many teeth!!
The
doctor then popped out of the room to see the
Prof, and came back saying “the professor
wishes to see you in the other room” so
two shiny happy people holding hands floated off
to see the professor.
There
we had the same news reiterated to us but in a
much more direct manor, the professor advised
that there are no measurable abnormalities and
this means Sarah can go on a monitoring program
of every 6 months going forward!
Sarah
asked the question that she has for a long time
now, been desperate to ask...what is her status?
The
professor replied“You
are now effectively in remission”
Two
happy explosions were silently contained as we
smiled our brains out to the reply, this was the
news we needed to hear, not only does Sarah have
no new growths to worry about, but she is now
considered to be in remission and can get back
to leading a relatively normal life again (well
come on... she does live with me after all!...how
normal can life be in that situation!)
The
professor said he is going to talk to the relevant
people about how frequently would be safe for
Sarah to have CT scans (as each scan apparently
gives you 12 years worth of radiation!) and he
will also look into the possibility of MR scans
which are less harmful that the CT scans, but
he will have to check that this can provide adequate
details. He then booked Sarah in for a follow
up in mid September this year!
We
also asked if the good results were to do with
the lymphocyte treatment Sarah had. Apparently
due to there being no conclusive evidence, it
is impossible to tell, but we like to think that
this aided Sarah in her battle.
And
the last bit of good news we had was that Sarah
will be having her Chemo port taken out! No longer
will she be tackled down by shop security guards
when passing though the barriers, or beep though
the airport gates! – farewell port!
And
as you can see, her hair pouring out of her head
since the chemo!
We waved our hippy floaty good byes and both toddled
off and found our selves both welling up with
tears of pure happiness and relief as we skipped
down the corridor and though the park to the car….even
the fact that a b***stard traffic warden had given
me a ticket for having my car wheels 1”
on a very low curb could not break our happy relaxed
moods – we were on cloud 9.
COME
ON!! It's hardly that bad! I'm
not even blocking anything!
So
we plan to keep eating well, as much veg as we
can lay our hands on, Dominos will take a knock
in income, and we’ll be pooing fruit smoothies
for months! (yummy!), but we plan to keep on top
of Sarah’s health.
Breaking
News: Domino's Pizza shares plummet!
It’s
Sarah’s birthday on the 14th March, and
I’ve bought her an electric guitar, as inspired
by Guitar Heroes! She picked it out herself, so
all I’ve had for the last week or so is
“WHEN AM I GOING TO GET TO PLAY MY GUITAR!!”
and she’s been buying self-learning guitar
books from every shop we attempt to pass!
At
the rate in which she’s getting excited,
I’m either gonna break and give it to her
early, or I'm going to have to hammer some string
on to a wooden plank so she can at least pretend
to practice!!!
So
if there’s any further news, then here’s
where to find it, and we’ll e-mail all the
update subscribers if there are any updates, else
check out the site in September.
And
lastly, as always, thank you so much to all for
lovely cards and e-mails that have been sent over
the months.